Demi Lovato shows off a new single that she’s not sober after celebrating its six-year anniversary in March.
Demi Lovato revealed on Thursday in a new emotional single, that they relapsed months after celebrating six years of sobriety.
In her new song “Sober” Lovato, 25, sings she is not sober anymore and apologizes for the “those who never left” her side and fans after her journey.
“Mama, I’m so sorry, I’m not sober more/And Dad, please forgive me for the drinks spilled on the floor,” Lovato sings in the choir. “To those who never left me/We’re off/I’m so sorry, I’m not sober any more.”
I am so grateful for all the 6 year sober birthday wishes… it means more than you know. Really. Thank you ??
The singer goes on to apologize to her future love.”
“For the man who is to the left of my bed/To make love the way that I saved for you in my head,” the lyrics read. “And I’m sorry for the fans I lost/Who looked me down again/I want to be a role model/But I’m only human.”
Lovato promises to get help and says it is not her intention to relapse.
Lovato has previously opened her struggle with drug and alcohol addiction and an eating disorder.
They marked six years of sobriety on March 15, celebrating on Instagram with a “Self Love” T-shirt and a thank you to the fans. The next night she went on stage for her “Tell Me you Love Me” tour and gave a warm speech, Billboard reported.
“Six years ago, I was drinking vodka out of a Sprite bottle at 9 in the morning, vomiting in the car,” she said to the audience. “And I thought, ‘This is not fun anymore. This is not fun any more. And I’m just like my father.” So I took a look at my life and I said: ‘Something needs to change, I have to sober’ — that’s what I did.”
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The 25-year-old also spoke about her road to sobriety in a YouTube documentary, “Simply Complicated.”
“I was not ready to be sober,” she recalled. “I was secretly [cocaine] on planes, sneak into the bathroom, sneaking through the night. No one knew it.”
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